Believe In Yourself

I am facing the necessity of making a career change.  I have been employed in a career as a parole officer.  Due to post traumatic stress, anxiety and a change in the Department's focus from social work to law enforcement, I was  unable to continue working in an environment fraught with possible violence, guns, anger, hostility, deceit, and paranoia.  I am on leave now and seeing a shrink as I determine what is next.  The longer I am away from the Department (almost one month now), the more I begin to wonder what is ahead for me.  I know that it is important to walk your talk.  By this I mean, I believe that I must live in the now and be who I truly am, the uniqueness of me.  If I do this, God and the Universe will supply my needs, and life will happen exactly the way that it should. However, if I am not willing to trust in myself and put my faith into action and, instead,  choose to stay riveted to security, I will pay the price. I will feel inauthentic, disconnected, and insecure.